I think you like the idea of him a whole lot more than you actually like him. I went through something similar with a long distance relationship and everything seemed so simply amazing before we met and after a few years I actually thought I was in love.
But upon meeting him, something just wasn't there. It wasn't as magical as I had expected and we were just two different people. And yet I wouldn't give up on it because it just HAD to work. I mean we had overcome the distance and spent all this time. It almost seemed like it'd be a waste to end it.
Not sure if you've ever read the Great Gatsby, but like Daisy Buchanan, perhaps the expectations of him that you had spent so long creating were something he couldn't live up to. Which is not your fault or his.
I could be totally off here. But if this is anything like what I went through, just remember that sometimes the chemistry isn't there. And it sucks. And it hurts. But maybe your hurting for your loss of what you thought the relationship could be, and not the loss of him. Diego
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