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Totally confused... any advice? :))
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Date: 2008/05/10 02:36
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By: xxbigboixx
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Right, well I don't really know if any of you have had this, but yeah... I really like this girl. And I mean, more than like- I'm only 16, and some people would say that that means I don't know what real love is, but to me, this is love. This is a cliche, but I honestly think about her all the time, she's perfect and beautiful, and all those things, but the only thing is, I think I might be gay. I've only ever wanked over boys, like, ever, and just, yeah :// People say that its just a phase, I'll get through it, and in time things will become clear, but after 3 years of my liking for this girl, and my constant thinking I'm gay, or in the least bi, I just dunno what to do I guess.
And I mean it's not just wanking over boys; I have imagined what my life would be like if I was married to a guy, all that sort of stuff. I find men much more attractive than girls. Tbh, I would say I was gay, if it weren't for this girl.
Also, I can't ever imagine myself feeling comfortable with having sex with a girl.
Urgghhh, I'm so confused xD
Maybe I'm bi or something, but in all honesty, I'd rather be one way or the other. Is it wrong to want that?
Anywho, a little advice would be sooooooo appreciated 
I guess it's all down to me in the end though, isn't it ://
I'm rambling, sorry XDD But yeah, I'd be really thankful for any advice!
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