1 girl friend and two hook up girls..
I didnt enjoy the hook ups one bit.. but i love being close to someone special.. even if there is no physical attraction..
i have never dated a girl to make people think im not gay. Im glad i did that because when i came out most of my friends knew and did not care so it just made it easier to come out. when i asked them what gave it away they said "well one you on the swim team and we are in speedos all the time" hehe "and you are never hitting on girls like the rest of us."
I have, was quite a long time ago but when things started getting serious I knew I didnt like it and it wasnt what I wanted so I was quickly out of there.
It was more to try and convince myself though. Even though I class myself as bisexual at the minute, I think I am gay really, as I like the look of girls to an extent but I dont seem to be able to go "far" with them.
Yeah...I convinced myself that I was bi...but I wasn't. She ended up breaking up with me cause i wasn't doing anything for the relationship. I wonder why...
i must admit i tried this a couple weeks ago 2 try and convince myself i was str8 but i think i was just ashamed about being gay ?? but now i have told lots of people.it didnt work out with the gurl!! lol
I almost dated a girl who I am now very good friends with. At the time I had a crush on her, though whenever I thought about having sex with her I cringed. We went out to a gig and dinner after but then I told her I only wanted to stay friends.
In short I thought it would be unfair on her to be in a relationship when I knew deep down that I was gay.
meh
back in the day when i was still in denial about it with myself. i did it kinda subconciously ... a mind in denial about something is sometimes a very complex mental state. anywho, yep! she was also the first person i came out to
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"and you are never hitting on girls like the rest of us." 
