alright so this is my first post.. anyways i haven't come out to anyone yet but i'm pretty sure they might have an idea. see on my myspace i put orientation as bisexual and no one has said anything.. my nexopia says homosexual as i am lesbian, but i don't have very many people on nexopia that i'm like actually friends with in real life other then one of my friends who's bi but it's never talked about and my other friend Jeremy who is gay but that's about it. see i'm pretty sure my friends have the idea because like i'll have a picture of a girl in my dp like tegan and sara or dani campbell or something and a couple people are like oh do you think she's or they're hot or something and i'm just like "yeah lol

" and that's all that's said really... and i'm thinking of coming out as lesbian to my friends soon well my close ones anyways.. like in a couple days hopefully.. see my mom on the other hand i don't know what she's thinking.. i think she might have an idea, a) i only wear guys clothes b) one day i was talking about the gsa at my school and she's like you've been talking about this alot lately, i was like yeah.. and she's like are you gay or something and i'm like no i don't think so.. i get pretty defensive lol (lying obviously) and c) she asked me if i was gay two otehr times.. i was watching this vid on youtube about some guy and he was like dad i'm gay and the dad like beat him up (all a joke) and my mom's like oh are you trying to tell me your gay?...
see i know she doesn't have a problem with it if i was.. at least i hope. i'm just kinda like hmm i think it might be a bit akward afterwards.
so i'm like hiding and deleting the stuff i do on the computer like this website or anything that would show up..
anyways sorry for the long post i just needed to gett it off my chest sorta.
well if you've read this far
any suggestions on if i should come out to my mom and if you think she might know or my friends for that matter
thx.
-aurielle