well my lifes been better all thort my world would be easyer when i came out to my family. What a wast of time that was iv got a brouther that hates me being gay and thinks all i do is wank my self infront of my web cam all day lol god i have a life. then i have got the gay coments, go wach your F%$#ing Gay Porn and take it to the gay bare all thow littel sayings. god he dosent know how bad he has hurt me, i fill like my life is faling apart cant talk to him cos he just thinks i do stuff infront of my computer all day.

Its nights like this i fill like jumping off a cliff and i meen that if only there where some close or maby find a nice busy rode and lay down and whait for a car to come along. i wish i knew how to acked but i dont knw im just sick of all the crap all i wont to be is a guy with a caring and loving boy freand who i can trust. to know what this thing called love is that i have jet to fill along my body.

im sorry if this has huirt you or scared u about coming out it wasnet ment to. ill keep going slowly till i can find mr right o well im off to bed i need my sleep got to do a burn off tomorro

i would say good night but ya its not a good night i will chat to u guys soon

tyler aka frosty