Darling... there is nothing wrong with you. Firstly stop being over-dramatic! In my 16 years of living, I have only had two boyfriends, and may I both of them have been shite, mainly because who I was (Very shy!) and because, I along with them, rushed it. Now, your only 17, and it's rare that people get in serious relationships, even though... everybody would like one!

I personally think that its not you, its the area you live in, what I've found is that its the resourcefulness of gays... I really can't find anyone special or whom I like, who is openly homosexual and that makes it hard in finding a partner.

What I recommend is that you just wait it out, so what, everbody wants love/someone special... but well, sometimes these things take time and it just a big waiting game!

I hope I was help, if I wasn't please do inform me how I have failed in the task.

Will x