my dad told me "so you want a guy to shove his dick up your ass?" That hurt, alot.

"you can't be gay, you're not a misogynist" ow mom, that hurt more than the time I got impaled by a plastic fork... nah, I'm kidding, not THAT much

Well pfft! Finally accepting that I was gay has made me allot better with talking to girls, I feel like there isn't any sort of pressure. I still don't get on particularly well with girls, but I'm not rude and don't avoid talking to them or anything.

And Malc? My senior Biology teacher is dyslexic and she is one of the best teachers I've had. Isn't random and pointless discrimination fun?

I think the worst was just recently when my mother and I were talking, and it got pretty heated and she goes,

"Ben, I'm just tired of worrying about my 19 year old gay son! I have my own problems."

It was pretty rough, because I felt like my mother was just, tired of me. It really upset me, but I tried to get by it. We're cool now.

<3 Ben

I don't have any specific one's per se. But there is this one wanker who all my friends are friends with who always brings a conversation with/about me back to "yeah but/because he's gay." It's really annoying. The worst one, which really stuck in my mind is when our group, like 5 people, was heading over to the boarding house where he (and, more importantly, my straight beau) live at, and he said "Daniel can't come down because he's gay!" Cockhead just doesn't think before speaking. And the worst thing is that when he's on some sort of drug, and we're talking, he'll always apologise for being cruel, like really genuinely, then two days later he's back at it. So now I just do the same thing about him and being a fucking drug addict.

I guess for me I get the "you haven't decided yet" or "you're just mixed up". "You must have some issues at the moment that are making you confused". However I'm 22 and had these thoughts and feelings for ages so I' not sure if i'll just always be "confused" as they put it.
I guess I'm in the position where I like both male and females, but it's really qualities and feelings I go for rather than anything else. It's a strange position to be in at the best of times, and generally I find that most people don't get it at all and I can't tell anyone with out having to explain myself, or feeling like i'm being interogated...nevermind ay?

my dad said "i dont wont anything to do with you, you dirty piece of s***." then he put me in hospital.

adam xxx

The worst comment i ever got was from my ex best friend who used to be like a brother with he called me a filthy faggort then punched me across the face nice guy ehh

Damn adam are you alright?

well i haven't come out to too many ppl, and the ones that know i've made sure before hand and what they think of gays, and yea i was in the car once with my dad he was bringing me to the movies and a sign for brokeback mountain was up and he's like "bunch of faggot cowboys" so yea im not telling him anytime soon.....when he said it i was like "so" and he just shrugged it off because he knows how much i dont like prejudice of any ppl. o and he watched brokeback mountain with my mom when it was on tv a week ago.......how awkward they just laughed at it and he told me when i pissed him off hes like "y don't u go to brokeback mountain" jokingly and my moms liek shut up he might take u seriously so yea great movie night lol.

Here is new one that was told to me recently:"you're gonna fuck the first guy who talks to you." What? Was I just called a whore?