This is quoted from a blog i did a while ago then ill add more at the end

I'm in a relationship if you have read my profile and if not... well you learn something new everyday... at the start... it was amazing, truly amazing, i do love the guy, i really really do... we have been together for over a year now, and frankly he has lost the passion with me, i am still passionate believe me, but he just kills it every now and then, and its bothering me so much, i know your thinking, tell him, or some of you who are just all for sex and if your not getting it dump him... but no i am not like that, and how can i tell him seriously... i am upset, frustrated, confused as to why there are no sparks and your not even trying... how do you say that to the guy you love seriously?

I know i shouldn't be all those emotions but i am, and i cannot blame him he is very stressed, but when he is with me, all i want is for the kiss to say i want you, the hug to mean i need you... but... oh he would kill me if i said this but its slobbery... its like kissing a fish, before it was great.. but now no effort..."

and to make things worse for when i posted this... some guys have got interested in me, and im rather interested in them... but he is my partner i couldnt leave him im just stuck in a rut... if it was you what would you do?

I feel your pain hun... To really tell you that you should break up with him would be wrong. But to be trully correct that would be really up to you. so sorry that you are in a rut and all I'm sixteen I don't have a lot of experience but, I do know how it feels, to Be Caught between "I Love Him But I Do Know How I Can Stand Him Half The Time" situation.. You see i had this guy who I felt I could live the rest of my life with his name was matty and I loved him and he loves Me, We dated for six months and he was driving me insane because of how open he was about how he thought he was fat and how slutty he thought he was. I told him he wasn't and he didn't listen to me. Later that month on the seventh month we were dating he was cheating on me with some other guy and I was devistated But he didn't know I knew so I keeped it that way so we still would be together because I still loved him. Eventualy I fell in love with someone else and he broke up with me and I cried a little but I moved on with my life and I'm happy to be single at this time. So I hope the Desision will leed to you being happy and you can still be freinds with him and all. If You have any questions add me or e-mail me at:
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Well hope it goes good.
Sincerely,
Killerprep
AKA Joshua


Note: Please do not post personal contact information within the forums. Save it for PM<br /><br />Post edited by: 2hot_2touch, at: 2008/05/14 08:42

God damn this bloody contraption they dare to call a website.

Ok - it crashed and I lost the post, so I'm going to try and type it again as I did.

Basically, if you care for this lad, which I have a feeling you do since you posted here, talk to him. Perhaps he's needing a bit of a change, and pertaining to the sexual thing you mentioned, perhaps there needs a little spicing up! I know that sounds soo unbeleivably corny, but a lot of people these days seem to think sexual interaction is a plain old game that doesn't differ between people. Well I can assure you it is... if you're comfortable with him talk to him about it, perhaps he's feeling the same way. Maybe you two need a change, if you get me

I hope things work out for you, and I'm aware this isn't as good as my original post but I've lost the flow of it now... let's try posting this again.

Good luck! And feel free to PM me if you wish.