My first real boyfriend, complete mistake, was really cool at first. There was kissing, hugging, and such. But after my parents found out, we were fprced tp break up. When I think on it, it was his fault anyway, and now I don't miss HIM. But...ever since...I've felt this horrible longing for a boyfriend again. No matter what, I'm just depressed beyond reason, like I'm empty. Even when this girl I really liked confessed she had feelings to me, I still felt that strange sense of hurt and desperation. There are plenty of gays/bis at my school, but I dunno what to do.... It's really weird... Any advice? X_x<br /><br />Post edited by: Sleepless Testament, at: 2008/03/10 03:18