Note: not exactly sure how 2 post so if it's connected 2 any1's then it's not supposed 2 b.

1. Being exposed for being gay, parents kicking me out, friends abandoning me, then going to hell for being gay (if thays a reason, i heard some where that it was)

2. Small spaces. They just freak me out (thnx 2 my brother)

Being 'common' like just another girl on the street to people. I want to be different which is what I am

Getting old, being common, heights and dying alone.

Its not my fear but its scary.....

Waking up in the dark to a bunch of midgets dressed as clowns.

Spiders.. woke up the other day surrounded by em. Left my window open and a nest hatched outside it. Glad to say I always sleep with it shut now. Oh and Boy George

The thing that I have the most fear in is REJECTION and HURTING OTHERS.

We all know everyone has this, but my whole life revolves on this statement (and others as well) whether it was how long it took me to come out (age 19) or the fact that I completely change myself in front of my mom so that she sees me the way I think she wants me to see me... But I guess that's life =)

(Sorry I edited this cause it was a double post... I didn't know how to delete this...)<br /><br />Post edited by: s1gurr0s, at: 2007/12/21 12:53

Failure.

And sometimes it seriously can inhibit my ability to have fun. You see, I can get frustrated easily if I am not good at something, and then that kind of puts a damper on whoever I'm hanging out with. It just pushes me down a little bit more.

I'm worried about college, that I won't make it ... that my career will fall through, things like that. It's unnerving sometimes.

And it's not something I share with a ton of people, but hey, this is a nice community.

1. lightning ( lightning had struck me in the back but luckily my bookbag was on my back and the lightning burned the bookbag and gave me a minor burn. ever since i hated lightning.)

2. tornado's ( a tornado almost hit my house but it missed thank goodness- im freaked out by it bec we get tornadoes and severe weather every fall, spring and summer..u never know if its gonna happen to ya.)