Fiyero wrote:

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I think the worst part is being discriminated against for something as beautiful as love.

I swear, I look into my boyfriend's eyes and tell him I love him and can't help but feel horrible for knowing that I can be made fun of for this.

Quoted for the motherf'ckin truth.

Would have to be a toss-up between falling for straight guys and homophobia.... Can't quite decide which is worse!

having the guy you are crushing on be in love with a straight guy and wanting to wait for something to come of that.....

dragon_14 wrote:

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having the guy you are crushing on be in love with a straight guy and wanting to wait for something to come of that.....

Luckily I only fall in love with straight guys

Str8 guys are a problem for me luckly now I can be friends with crushes and I don't get overly in love ( Happened one time and this dude totally took advantage of it )

I also guess I have to prove I can be like the guys then go to the girls and be femme; its hard for me because I change my tone of voice, body language, the words I say and the way I act and react depending on the groups of people I'm with; its hard and sometimes its a burden. Sometimes I do it so much i'll forget who I am and like I have to remember my real which I don't really use much unless I'm with my fav Aunt.

I find that people who cant accept us for we are really annoy me, i mean its not like we choose to part of a group of people who get bullied and abused just because of their sexuality. i mean in all honesty who would want that? We dont choose to be gay...its just who we are...and why there are people who cant understand that i just dont know.

Yeah finding a guy is difficult...it makes it worse when having a guy to care for and be with is the one thing you want most in your life....

Kingy_boi, i know what you mean about changing your personality depending on what group you're in. i have been doing that for about 6 or 7 years. i was about 6 - 7 when i realized i was gay, but then i thought to myself, how can i know im gay when im only that age? i have tried to hide my real self from other people since i was 10. i only came out in march this year and im 17. the reason i have only come out recently was because of homophobic bullying. (see my profile blog) so yeah! i would say the thing i hate most of all about being gay is homophobia and judgemental people, which come to think of it, probably explains why im different to others guys in that all i hear from other guys is sex this and that when im more into the relationship it's self. (im not grouping all males as one as i know everyone is different)

For me being 15 still at school is all the insults and the threats to be beaten up that is the worst part of being gay which suks because i never feel safe when im at school i always have to make sure that whenever im walking around school i am with someone . The second thing is that finding someone is so hard!!!! but im not fussed

tbh i have 2 things that i can't pick between,

1 - is that i hate the continues guessing game, is he gay / bi etc... or not aaaaaaaaaah I hate it, especially when people are to scared to tell you the truth and talk in riddles all the dam time.

2 - the second is the fact that I could become a target for insults and even physical attack just because I am bi, I’ve never been attacked but I constantly have to live with my friends insulting gay people and it just pisses me off soooo much.

So yer, its odd I still love being bi, makes my life interesting if anything but it defiantly has its down sides, most of which are just produced because people just don't understand or have no feelings. ow well

the worst part about not being straight... liking or being interested in people who aren't interesterd in your gender.