Created On: 28/07/08 09:06:28 Not annoyed at all! Camp was fantastic. I'm all over the place right now. I realized how unavailable I've become over these past weeks. I'm so out of touch with technology! It's crazy. Haha, I leave for my Outward Bound venture on the 6th and I have lots of cute camp stories I should tell you. But I'm out on my way to the gym right now and it's five am and it's so bizare to be up so early I dont even know why I am. It's awful. I hope your summer is amazing thus far!
Created On: 24/06/08 23:52:20 Thank you for that. I've been getting so much advice from everyone lately over it when all I really want to do is be left alone, but your advice actually helps. I'm going to be alright, sometimes I just take things in life really hard. I think its one of my worst and best traits. I'm glad you didn't go to the city, because I'd feel awful. When do you start living there? I bet you're excited. It's so summery! In spirit of summer slash getting over things, I went on a 15 mile bike ride today. I'm so sore now haha. I took the Biology regents which was a piece of cake, I didn't even attend a good 1/2 the year of Biology and I could take it. I guess I'm not saying much right now, but I'm going to message you my camp adress on myspace so you should write me =).
Created On: 23/06/08 05:25:45 Hey hun, you probably hate me right now for never contacting you and I wish I had a proper explaination but I really dont have words to explain what I'm going through right now. It seems so stupid, because it does not effect me in any way. But somehow, my life has completely changed. My sister went on a trip to Kentucky to build houses two years ago with my cousin's church who lives in CT and they're really isolated and really close/relgious there and my sister made really good friends with this one girl. This was two years ago and they kept really close ties. This particular girl, I only met twice. My friend Dave, who went to school with her, would talk about her in a very positive way because she was so relgious and at the time I was having a lot of issues with my faith (this is before I delcared that I was agnostic). Well, her name was Ally. She ended up smashing into a telephone pole and she died on impact of the crash. She was not drunk or high and she was only 16. This entire experiance has left me completely shaken up. I guess after someone dies you're left with a lot of unanswer questions. Whats peculiar to me is that I was never close with Ally, yet I'm so influenced by her death. Never do I want to be so cautious in life that I cannot enjoy it, but to think that in a single moment it can all be over terrfies me. I want to become more accepting of time because I hate my fear of running out. I am so fearful, and situations like this prevoke fear. When I am afraid I hide. I've retreated all weekend, literly isolating myself from everyone. I have not done much of anything in these periods of isolation, I've felt numb and dazed. I have not eaten. I have no slept. I have not spoken to any of my friends or family until about an hour ago. Finally my friend invaded my house and we talked about death and life and fear. I do not want to be afraid and I do not want to turn into this person who does not have the ability to love or communicate or function just because she is afraid. I'm working so hard to get rid of that fear, but until it subsides I want you to know I'm sorry. I realize I leave in six days and that's not enough time, but if youre interested in writting me letters or something, I'll message you my camp adress over myspace. I feel like the worlds biggest bitch.
Created On: 20/06/08 14:35:43 That sucks. I hate taking regents, they are so stupid and they make you sit there while all the other people (who take like a whole day) to finish the test. But i still have one left unfortunately. Oh and yeah i'm done with the whole moving thing finally. That was probably the most annoying thing haha. I can't paint the walls which realllllllyyyyy sucks :\ I absolutely hate white walls they creep me out. haha but anyway yeah i only have one pair of tripp pants and they are the pink ones and the only place i have found to buy obnoxious pants is hot topic
Created On: 18/06/08 18:35:36 i woke up at 5 today lol to go to work, then i went to skl, then i babysat my lil sis, then had my dinner, then jus came on here lol x
Created On: 16/06/08 15:03:00 Okay so this may be brief because I'm in the midst of studying for exams. Shoot me now? And it's been extra hard since I've been legally excused from school so I wasn't attending classes because I was all sick and what not. It sucks. Majorly. Who knows what will happen with my current and future school situations. I'm just so over it at the moment. I have a rant you may really enjoy that I'll have to show you on our date, or you just may think I'm totaly absurd. Either way its pretty cool. That pool store thing sounds pretty recidiculous. Yesterday I was in Rhineback, NY which is like, where hicks live? I was with my dad and my younger sister and we were at this vintage autoshowcase, mainly motorcycles (my dad rides), and it was pretty cool. But getting there was really boring and my dad's radio and windows weren't working. However, I just slept. I didn't hit anyone with noodles and frisbees. =P But there was a freestyle biking show with the Ives family, I guess they're semi-famous I don't really know, but it was really cool. I felt like such a redneck but you need to youtube them or something, the were doing the most amazing stunts. They were totally fearless and it just looked so liberating. I was thinking to myself, hmm I should do freestyle biking but instead of trying to seem all hard core I should bike to classical music. Because it seemed to me like it was really artistic and very beautiful, not just reckless death stunts. Haha. I like your flaws because they're now flaws. I guess its perspective. On The Road by Jack Kerouac, I'm shocked you haven't heard of it because you like Ginsberg. It's a very well known book when you're talking about the Beat generation. Oh well, deffinately check it out! =) Okay I have to return to a life of wrist slicing and black coffee (aka final studying). I'm going to text you though. =)
Created On: 08/06/08 20:50:03 Im in transition right now. i have been in a car more this week than i have been at my own house! I'm starting to get sick of being in cars. haha i like to wear obnocious pants to and people try to be like what the helll? but it doesn't work. i think that is hilarious. i get most of my pants at Hot Topic, i haven't found any other store that has awesomely colorful/obnocious pants lol
Created On: 07/06/08 07:58:43 Oh yeah I hear the price of faces are going up, smart move buying one now. You conformist, but its cool, your face is vintage so it's far more legit. I agree, I anticpate our date because I have a tendancy to ramble on and cut people off.. hopefully I'll try and calm myself with you =). I watched that special too. I have a thing for like 1960s, 1970s culture. I also have a thing for the 1940s. I want a pinup girl tatooed on either my thigh or my sleave, i think I've probably said this before though haha. Yeah I plan on doing something, I'm not sure what yet though. I might skip my senior year and go straight to college through this program I've been looking into. But I doubt I'll get in because they only accept 60 people and I have no idea what I want to study, I've been thinking a lot lately about being pre-law though. But my dad used to own his own law firm and he got really stressed out and was unhappy and I'm a lot like him so maybe that wouldnt work out. Then again, I'd want to practice enviormental law or work for human rights in developing countries so maybe I'd be content. If I dont get into that I dont know what I'll do, because I really love my friends and everything but I'm SO over highschool. I mean I have a great school enviorment but I just feel like I'm not on the same wavelength as my peers. Plus, some of my closest friends are a year older than me and they go to a different school so most of my weekends are spent with them since they live near my dad's house and it would be cool to go away to college the same time they do.. because I cannot imagine life/weekends without them.. it will be so hard on me my senior year without them. They're like a giant support net for me. I'm close with my dad in some aspect, I just love him a lot. Him and I just have so much in common and so many people say to me "youre exactly like your father". I just admire him a lot I guess. The only "bad" thing he's ever done has been cheating on my mom with my now current step mother (they're not actually married but they've been together in what will be 11 years in september..so I just call her that so I don't have to explain it like I am right now haha) and like, I forgive him for that. I think I love and appreciate him a lot more because he's not always arround but in a way I know he'll always be there for me and he's so much more supportive of me than my mother is. He takes me seriously and doesn't think I'm just some dumb kid. But at the same time he pulls the whole, authority figure on me and it drives me crazy. It's like he's two different people sometimes. I could go on and on about my dad, but I wont anymore haha. I'm sure you find that very boring. I do read a lot. My favorite book is On The Road, if you haven't read it deffinately do. I really love the beat writters, I'm very into Ginsberg's poetry and what not. I also love the book The Elementary Particles. It's really messed up and just, rediculous French culture. So fucked up and so beautiful. I feel like a huge tool when I say it, but I really like The Perks of Being a Wallflower.. I kind of just wish it didn't have that title so I don't sound so retarded when I say it haha. A Clockwork Orange is also another piece of literature I fell inlove with. I mean like, I enjoy graphic novels too but I don't get the opertunity to read them very much. I recently read Night, but it's really difficult to read just because it's written by a Holocaust survior and it's full of such emotion. Very stark. And I've read The Bell Jar over and over and over again. Wonderful book. Once again, I could go on and on about literature. I really love reading and writting and I have such a thirst for knowledge so I try and do it as often as possible. I just rarely have time to read between all of the other crap going on which sucks. Safe to say I have a crush on you too, so let's just let go and accept on anothers flaws, eh? ;] I advise against eating, let's just play frisbee until our fingers are numb. Or we can eat. I do like food. Haha I'm deffinately flawed, I think I'm just talking myself up too much. =P I'm really bad at becoming vegan because I have a weakness for strawberry icecream. But I mean, eat to live don't live to eat. I get it. I also stay up really late and sleep in really late. I drink too much caffine and sometimes I sleep with my eyes open. I also only wash my hair every 3-4 days, even when I've been at the beach and have sand in my hair. I cannot get along with my older sister for longer that 2 weeks for the likes of me, though I've been working on it. And I also sometimes take everything I have for granted. Flaws. Minor and major. Hopefully I'm still semi-amazing? You're pretty amazing. Once I move out I'm becoming a freegan, because I'll probably live near a major city so it should be easy. That sucks that you cant listen/watch all this stuff I've been sending you. I promise, when you get the chance you will love it all. It's very epic. I anticipate these playlist, of course you have the giant playlist. So I'll just tell you to go look this song up since you can see any of the videos or anything: Sink Flordia Sink by Against Me! I keep listening to it over and over again, and I've heard it before it's not like it's new or anything ... for some reason it's just one of those songs you go back to and it takes you places. =) I feel so sorry that you had to read my rant about my dad/literature/anything else I go on and on about. I hope I'm not boring you half to death.
Created On: 06/06/08 02:09:13 glad you like it! I love short hair. so much X3 I was looking in my friend's yearbook, and my school pic, was from when my hair was all the way down my back earlier this year! I looked so different...
hehehe I'm going to 6 flags tomorrow with the music dept, and I can't wait!!!
lol idk about the sunscreen under the eyes, but I will certianly be rocking the red bikini, board shorts, and aviators. I don't think they're gonna give me a whistle... i want one, but I would get annoying after a while lol
i got my working papers from school, they were really easy to get.
Created On: 04/06/08 03:36:31 Indeed you should feel very special =) Now you have a face! Quite an adorable one I might add. I'm not anti-technology, because I think we've achieved so much through the use of technology. I just think that our generation abuses it and majority of us don't utilize it in the way in which it was intended to be used and it's fallen under a whole different section of corporate America. Through a study of history, so much as been achieved. I mean like the Beat Generation, Vietnam War protests, the Sexual Revolution, ect. What have we done!? Granted, there are some exceptionally talented minds out there, but what about the majority? I'm so passionately against corporate America, because it just generates spineless lazy selfish teens. I feel as if sometimes I ooze of hipocracy, but I try my best to steer away from that. Haha, I find horoscopes to be kind of hilarious. Especially people who like, rely upon it. My dad was telling me how he was getting these text messages with his horoscope and it made me laugh because he was all "how do i get rid of these freaking things!?" I deffinately feel a strong connection to you, maybe we're so fluid because we're both writters? Who knows, either way I'm really happy. Seriously, I cannot help but smile and giggle like a little child whenever I read something you've wrote. I hate being sick but at the same time its nice because I get a moment to think about my life and where it's headed. I would love for you to cook for me ;], plus you being a peca-veggie would be no problem with me since I'm a vegitarian..and I'm currently transitioning my body into becoming a vegan (I've been slowly cutting out dairy and what not). I have this whole theory as to why I dont eat meat, because I mean I'm all for animal rights but that's only part of it. I believe its natural for us to eat meat, but the way in which we kill is unnatural. Plus its so excessive and wasteful, and I'm just totally not supportive of that. I'm truely flattered that you're willing to put down your gaurd for me. And that calendar thing, adorable! You're amazingly cute. I think we're both put in unconfortable positions because this is such a strange circumstance, but at the same time it's lovely. I'm glad you're okay with my shyness on the subject of sexuality, Ahh such excitement! By the way, watch this (it's amazing, I believe it won some award in the 1940's): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OmSbdvzbOzY&watch_response
Created On: 03/06/08 18:35:36 Oh no, you deffinately don't rub me the wrong way. It takes a lot of me to dislike a person or scare me away. But yeah, I've recently had some new relevations and actually deleted my facebook and moved the computer out of my room. =) You're lucky you're so lovely because I decided the only reason I'll be using the computer now is for school, music, and independent studies. I should add in "to respond to Amber". I just feel like technology is the downfall of our generation and I'm not sure if I want to waste my life away watching television or never experiance cooking because I'm using a microwave ect. I've been making some lifestyle changes. But if we're being honest, recently I've been really neurotic and unstable. I mean, I don't reallllly lash out on others, I'm one of the most peaceful people you will ever meet. I hope that doesn't scare you, because it's just a lot of inner emotions. It's as if I'm tweleve different people..but it all has to do with myself. I'll do really drastic things without thinking about them and just making not stupid choice, but choices which isolate me from others. I'm not really sure why, but I think a lot has to do with me being all sick because my moods will go up and down depending on how I feel that day. Umm I smoke cigarettes and mary j, both with people and by myself. I'm feel guilty that you're not cool with that. I reallly do want to see you =) I'm thinking there is a possibility that maybe I can make it to the city before camp now, but we'll see. I like you too, I think you're extremely genuine and just plain adorable. You sharing things about your life makes you a real person, and it makes you even greater of a person for being able to share it. As you will learn, it takes a while to penetrate the surface for me. Though I'm being suprisingly honest/open with you. I truely believe you cannot share everything, there's so much to people in general. We're such a unique bread. It's funny because in the same breath, I am disgusted with humantiy yet I am infatuated. I've never dated a girl before, I'm not really open about my sexuality yet. Only several of my friends know that I'm bisexual. I've always imagined what it would be like, and I'm willing to try it but I feel as if whoever I was dating would get annoyed that I'm not out and I don't think that's fair to them. I just added you as a friend to myspace haha, I never use that freaking thing!
Created On: 31/05/08 20:34:59 So I'm replying to your last two entries becasue I've been so beat lately. I aparently have mono, so that kind of sucks. I mean it's not like I'm bedridden or anything but I just get really tired and I feel really dull and like, I get really burnt out. And that story sumarises my entire life, no joke. I guess in person I give off the apearance/impressing of being older (or maybe not which is creepier) so I get hit on by like, the freaking cable guy. It's so bizzare. To answer you question, I do smoke and drink but I deffinately smoke more than I drink. I respect and understand why someone would not want to..but I just really enjoy smoking. I guess it wouldn't make sense to explain it to you but honesty it's amazing. You're able to feed off someones enegry and the same with music and honestly like, its just a huge climax and its fantastic. I write so much and do so much art and life just makes so much sense at that point. But I'm not like, incapiable of existing sober. Want to hear some epic news? Less than two weeks until I'm allowed to go into the city again =)..which means we need to plan a date (unfortunately I have the feeling that htis won't happen until after I get home from camp) . I love conversinggg, haha this is just such an awkward message because I'm trying to make it flow while fitting as much as I possibly can into it and respond to you so it's not completely random but we've talked about such random topics that it doesnt make sense at this point.. so I'll just continue with how I was doing it - choppy little sentences. What you told me, about you family. That's really beutiful..I just want to hug you for a while or just like.. lay there and reflect on life with you. I was listening to some kick ass jazz last night while watching a visualizer, it was extacy. I'm sorry shitty things have been happening to you lately =(. At least you dont have mono!? I mean, I feel like you need to give your friend the benefit of the doubt about the myspace thing but it does seem really weird and kind of obnoxious. Because I have this friend who dated my other really good friend and him and I hung out today but it's because like, we just recently rekindled our friendship and it happen to be at the time that they broke up and hes going to college so i want to get chill time in and he was my only ride to this farmers market that was going on.. but I mean like yeah. People can be so annoying. I do not use myspace, I'm a facebook girl. Buttttt I do have a myspace to look at bands/when I used to use one. What's your url? Haha, I'm anticipating these pictures!!
Created On: 30/05/08 23:46:53 sorry i haven't like talked or anything in such a long time. I've been uber busy. haha. i hate moving my stuff from place to place. but anyway, yeah i love those pink pants they are my favorite :]
I'm jealous you have plaid lol. i was looking for plaid but i couldn't find any. But i just got some purple and black ones that have like really small lightning bolts on them. They are pretty cool.
Created On: 30/05/08 21:49:07 hehe thanks! i just got it cut again.
it would be kinda scary if there was a candle sent for books... ya know...fire... I happily have a second job (possibly) this summer! i'm lifeguarding at my complex's pool. pays freaking sweet! i get a tan, and everybody falls for the lifeguard
Created On: 22/05/08 03:19:20 I love how we write so much to one another haha. Yeah, when I went to the DMV it went like this: I bumped into literly 3 people I knew, I sat and waited for an hour (and actually studied for the test because I know nothing), got my picture taken (didn't know they took your picture that same day so I look like a teenage terrorist because I went to the DMV with no makeup on and like, an afro) took the test, waited for it to be graded (did I mention the two kids before me applying for their permit failed the test before she got to mine?), passed!, and then my dad took me to a parking lot to drive. Let's just say, driving is not one of my better qualities. I am probably the worst drive you will ever meet. I hope lazer tag and belated birthday celebrations went smoothly =). That's so cute of you guys to do, I love Dave & Busters. Gay marriage isn't legal here which is the main reason why I have every intention on moving to Mass (even if I do end up marrying a boy)..because I'd want to live in a state which supports that right. You seem really down to earth, I like that. I fluxuate. I can be the craziest person ever and I wyle out a lot, but I sometimes just like to chill and relax. I don't do drama. Period. I don't do gossip either haha. It just doesn't interest me in the slightest, but I'll hear it and just kind of be like..oh okay. Why concern myself with all of that stuff, you know? Psychiatrist, eh? I'm totally taking AP Psych senior year, so maybe. =) Amber, I would love to meet up with you since you're at your grandparents and all butttt.. I have one tiny issue. I'm grounded from going into the city until June 12th (my last offical day of school) because I got my tongue pierced without my parent's permission so they responded by saying "no city". Funny right? That's all they ground me from. Whatever. BUTT Iffff you did want to give me your number (you know, for future use), you COULD always personal message me it or email me it or something.. Though I do love those pedifiles, maybe I'll just give you mine so they can call me. But let's not argue over who gets to get hit on, plus we're almost legal. That means eventually we wont be objects of affection. That joke went too far. Anyway.. I suck at frisbee too! But I adore it! Central Park would be absolutely devine. I adore the city, but yes it's ridiculously expensive to live there. I am a super nerd, but not really. Since I'm clearly not sociall inept =P. Alot of my friends are nerds though. I was my friend's prom date, and we called him on a night over spring break and were all like "yo dude we're outside of your house..do you want to chill?" and he relies, "i am studying for AP exams and SATs I can't" (keep in mind these event are all happening weeks later). That's just one example. It's like a whole pact of nerds, which is clearly why you enjoy me so much. You're infatuated with my nerd-like tendancies. Bahah. Nerds attract though..so watch it. I like that you're close to your family. I am too, but it's just really distored. I love my dad so much and he's so supportive and I love my mom but she's extremely closed minded and considers me an ignorant reblious teenager..not a person with thoughts and opinions. She is totally convinced that I'll just grow up one day and become a carbon copy of her. As for sibling, mixed feelings. I have a giant family though. I understand how finding balance is. So freaking difficult! Sometimes I'd like to think we just have to make peace with not having balance at all. Hetic. So it's decided, we will run away together! Hahah. I totally would take a year off, but my parents would never cosign my student loans if I did that so I wouldn't be able to go to college. But I remember when I was in Europe last summer I saw all these backpackers and I just knew right there that one day I'd do that. And I just knew that's what I wanted to do with my life, travel. Honestly, that's the only thing I know for sure about my future plans..that I want a lot of traveling to be involved in them. Maybe if you really want to backpack, you should do it by yourself! Because you could meet all these crazy characters and what not and write a book about it... kind of like On The Road (one of my FAVORITE books). Hahah well, nothing in life is too perminate. And yeah.. deffinately lay on your bed, light som incense, and relax. If you smoke, you should deffinately listen to it after a good session...which brings me to why I didn't procrastinate the way I expected myself to. It seems as though I'm more productive when I'm in that element and more open to new things, like orgasmic experiences through music haha. And watching crazy moves. I'm so glad you liked Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and Garden State, two really amazing movies. I also really liked Big Fish (but I'm not going to lie, not a huge Time Burton fan). Some of my favorite movies: Donnie Darko, Fight Club, Pulp Fiction, Me and You and Everyone We Know, The Wall, Beautiful Ohio, Transformers (don't laugh at me!), all of the Lord of The Rings, and the list goes on... and of course I'll have to give some credit to Spielberg, how can I not? And HAHAH, did that seriously happen or are you just saying I'm so ugly I resembel Golem? =P Sorry that link didn't work, that's odd. I can hardly contain myself, sweet jesus. I hope you look as lovely faceless as you do with a face! If you're going to be in Manhattan this summer... let me break my summer down for you/explain how much I go into the city (that is of course when I'm not fucking grounded..like I'm 16, can you actually ground me?): I'm going away to camp from the 29th of June - 20th of July.. then I will deffinately make frequent visits to the city (especially because my best friends dad's house is in SoHo and over the summer shes doing this thing where she spends one week at her dads, then one week at her moms..and every weekend shes at her dad's I visit her). Then August 6th - 13th I got a partical scholarship to this thing called Outward Bound Wilderness where I will be white water canooeing/hiking in North Carolina. Following that expedition I might go to Montawk (I don't know how to spell, if I did spell that incorrectly) with my good friend and her family for a few days. I'm a busy cookie, but I would LOVE if you swung by Westchester, if not I will have to swing by you. =) You're going to have an awsome summer if you're living in the city.. a lot of my friends are doing that for like Columbia school programs or SVA or precollege whatever stuff like that. So, lucky you..I wish I were in your shoes!
Created On: 21/05/08 02:42:50 First off, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Yeah, sixteen doesn't feel any different. I had a classy dinner party for my birthday party haha. My step sister (total spoiled brat) had an insanely large sweet 16 party at some club in the city and had some rapper preform...I refused to go because I dont even think my wedding will be that big. I want a legit back yard wedding at somewhere really isolated like my grandparent's house in PA. They live on a farm and its so freaking beautiful. I get the quite thing, it really depends on the vibe I get from the person. I'm really sarcastic (it's kind of a confort thing) and it comes off as me being a major bitch because no one can tell when I'm serious. I'm glad you think you could open up to me, because I love knowning about people. I have such a thirst for knowledge and I just want to hear everyones opinons and insight and it overwhelms me! But in a good way. I think we could deffinately have a first date in the city. Do you like frisbee? =) I wish I could explain my phase thing, but like I've said you'd need to know me for extended periods of time to get it. Basically, I get really enthusastic about a certain thing and get really into it, not really to give it up exactly, but more like complete tasks then lose interest and store it in my head as knowledge I've obtained. That's really cool that you want to go to NYU, I did for so long until my guidance consoler and I sat down and now I'm so clueless about college. I'm so afraid I wont get in, which I know is insane because I clearly will..but I still freak out about it haha. What I know is that I want to get as far away as possible from my family. Not because I don't love them but because they're all so melodramatic and it's physically exhausting to deal with. Music and writting are both something beautiful, I have so many friends who are into both. I deffinately think you can persuit a career if you have the ambition. It's so weird to think about the future, but I anticapte the day in which I can make major decisions on my own. I have this free spirit that's being held down by things like school and college, and my life becomes consumed by it. I think I should run away and move to somewhere really pretty and super isolated and camp there and write novels about life and bathe in streams Want to acompany me? Have you considered any schools outside of New York? I have five major college states: California, Vermont, Massachusetts, Ohio, and (my default) New York. I only chose New York because I know I can get into basically any SUNY school (wow, that sounds so cocky!). Well..anyway, Saturday night I got home from a party and was really inspired and made you the prettiest playlist ever, but it has so much stuff that you've most deffinately heard before (and 36 songs) so I'm going to put a legitimate effort into making you a playlist with bands you've never heard of too! =) But let me tell you, I just layed lack on my bed buring incense and this playlist was literly orgasmic. I'm sure you've heard of lots of cool bands which are completely new to me! Also, I really want to get into movies.. I feel like I haven't seen enough. What are some of your favorite movies? Oh and so... here is the red lipstick picture (there are more but the lazy eye was striking due to certain circumstances... so yeah here's the one with the least lazy eye): http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=dpibkz&s=3 . I anticipate the day in which I will see your adorable face ;] This post has become really random and unorganized butttt.. I'll leave you with this: go and listen to "Death Of A Clown" by The Kinks, I'm sure you've heard it. But sometimes I forget how amazing The Kinks actually are..and we should all take a time to recognize their talent. By the way, what are you doing for the summer! Isn't it crazy, it's amost memorial day! I have 23 days left until finals (including weekends). Wild!
Created On: 21/05/08 01:52:32 Edited By TheGrayInBetween On: 21/05/08 01:53:39 hahaha sock sliding. sounds like my kind of party XD!
My job pays like shit. I need to get another one, but I could never quit the libary one cause it totally smells good! one of my friends came to visit me, and she walked in and was like *sniff sniff* "ahhh smells like knowlege, and harry potter" It was beautiful XD
I'm afraid I don't know the Not a Sheep Dance, how does it go?
I did see coheed in concert. I saw them at bamboozle, but we were all the way in the back, so I think I was safe from the hair ameba beast :3
. I love conversinggg, haha this is just such an awkward message because I'm trying to make it flow while fitting as much as I possibly can into it and respond to you so it's not completely random but we've talked about such random topics that it doesnt make sense at this point.. so I'll just continue with how I was doing it - choppy little sentences. What you told me, about you family. That's really beutiful..I just want to hug you for a while or just like.. lay there and reflect on life with you. I was listening to some kick ass jazz last night while watching a visualizer, it was extacy. I'm sorry shitty things have been happening to you lately =(. At least you dont have mono!? I mean, I feel like you need to give your friend the benefit of the doubt about the myspace thing but it does seem really weird and kind of obnoxious. Because I have this friend who dated my other really good friend and him and I hung out today but it's because like, we just recently rekindled our friendship and it happen to be at the time that they broke up and hes going to college so i want to get chill time in and he was my only ride to this farmers market that was going on.. but I mean like yeah. People can be so annoying. I do not use myspace, I'm a facebook girl. Buttttt I do have a myspace to look at bands/when I used to use one. What's your url? Haha, I'm anticipating these pictures!!
kayla_babe
