Being gay...

hi im james i live in london and because im gay people love me and hate me .... im one of thos guys who just wana hide it and fight it and try and be str8 but girls have never been my thing ... once i knew i had to tell my mum i didnt str8 away because i was scared 
but if i didnt tell my friends and family i would be a fake and i had all these lies and i didnt feel right i had books dvds pictures of hot men in my room and everytime my mum would see a film with chadd mm in it she wouldnt guess but not im honest with her and ive told my friends people who hate me can hate me because in the end everyone has people who care for them and now im an open gay single with a hollyoaks 2007 calander in his room for all eyes to see! if ur gay your not alone!XxxXX

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