I've been a self harmer for about 4 years now and it was for various reasons. But the past 6 months I have been coming to terms with the fact that I am bisexual. It's extremeley hard. I go to a school that seems to be quite homophobic, and I'm meant to be a Christian, and of course any way that means loving something other than God and someone of the opposite sex is seen wrong in the eyes of God. I went just over 3 months without harming, but just recently have become very down, mainly about my sexuality. I fancy my best friend. Who is very straight and has a boyfriend. I don't plan to tell her, because she's been there for me through so much and I don't want to loose her as a friend. These are the things that have really driven me to my recent return to self harming and I can totally see how it can bring itself into problems with sexuality. If possible as well while I'm here, if I could get any advice on what to do about my best friend and my religion and parents on the coming out front. Thanks =]

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