You will see below that i struggled coming out.... well things are now all tied up. Things came to the worse - my mum found material on the computer (which included history of my visits to the GYC). Mum called me upstairs into her bedroom and asked "is there anything you want to tell me?" after explaining what was found on the computer. I, at the time, denied all accusations and said there 'must be a virus', which, looking back at now, seems quite funny - heat of the moment I guess! After she went to work, I went for a jog to get it all off of my mind and came home and decided to text her and tell her that I was "fed up of lying to you" (having already done it for 5 years). She replied (to my delight) that she loves me, thinks nothing different of me and that she is proud of me. One of the main things about this part-coming out is that she promised (due to my request) to keep it a secret. Now, a week on, she still has kept it between us. It's telling my dad that will be the hard part. Time will tell if he accepts me or not - I do worry though in wondering whether or not he will.

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