...my situation i similar AeroFaerie

Most of my friends know by now and its a great help for me (and I would imagine, for them) to talk about anything we want. My problem remains with my family. Each year, for the past 4 years, I try to tell my mum as she was always there for me, but her position towards it is strictly conservative... she simply doesn't accept it, so I always have to say it might be a phase or that I was kind of kiding so that she doesn't turn mad... She told me that it was disgusting to be gay and that I had to take more care now I was in the UK as people here don't have moral or tradition and acept anything (I am soooo sorry to all the British gay people for that... ). My dad suspected when I accidentaly told my mum that I was dating... so I had to lie to her and say that it was a girl, and then a never ending story followed... I acidentaly also mentioned a friend of mine who corresponded to her.. so my dad koined one and two and started suspecting... My mum said he was being paranoic (this is confusing.. first she says she is against... and that she would put me in the hospital and then kill herself if I was gay, and then she tries to protect me against my dad)... in the end my dad calmed down and just said that he would kill me if I was gay as u can see, my situation is one of the worse possible... the tension is growing and I don't want to lose my boyfriend, not now that I found the one... what should I do if, in the worst scenario, they stop me from going out or from seeing anyone, or even try to harm me... who should I call?

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