I'm not really out yet; the only one that knows is my best friend, who's a true friend 'cause he's the first to back me up even though he's not huge on the idea, but people still push the accusation on me, and I've never really been bothered by it. I act the straight bit because everyone I know is a homophobe (and by God am I hoping for a companion sometime soon. I'm getting lonely, lol). Even still, nobody should ever take these words to heart. I've been down the whole wanting-to-die, suicidal path, and it's not fun, but if you let people get to you, you might end up there, so it's best to find a loyal friend or family member and talk to them about it. Trust me, once you tell someone, a HUGE weight is lifted off your shoulders and it becomes something you'll be proud of, which is how I feel about it.

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