I think my thing is I'm just curious, I have always have had a curious mind for anything. I am not afraid of really anything I like to live fast and free, but I catch my self thinking about guys more than girls just wondering what it would be like with a guy. I did grow up with my mom and sister mainly, which might have something to do with the whole guy deal. I'm the oldest of four brothers and I guess I'm just afraid if I like how the "experiment" turns out, how its going to affect my younger brothers. They do look up to me and I just can't relish the thought of them not seeing me they way they used to.... 
 
 
This is my dilema unfortunately.

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