Ugh, I feel as if i've been digging myself into a deeper hole everyday. I've had intentions to be with men since i was about 12 or 13. I grew up in a very strict household, and never really had a father figure in my life. I've pretty muched masked my sexuality by just dating girls from school. I was on the verge of telling someone how I really felt, but I just couldnt bring myself to do it. Now i'm at the point of venturing off into college. I also have a girlfriend who I really do admire, but cant bring myself to break her heart. I'm such a confused state in my life that I really dont know where to turn to anymore.

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