interesting. u see. relationships dont really play much of an important role in the past. ive had relationships - and i know what i want in a guy, what i expect and what i deserve. 
the biggest thing that pisses me off is this - when im around straight mates, why is that im inclined to put on the cliched macho bravado; yet in the company of my queer friends, i feel myself growing breasts by the second? 
most of the guys i meet are at mates parties. these guys are hot! cool. masculine. independent. some are really intelligent too, which is a dealbreaker for me. yeah. they're all straight. 
let's look at the gays! err - doesnt gay imply being male? yeah. hence the quandary. 
hah NOW im WEEERIIRD, like lick pavement lets be transvestite weird, but i appreciate quality in a guy, and im looking for a partner not a ward of the state (sorry last guy i made out with at a party, i wont be calling u). 
so in regards to "acting cool" with a new potential partner. f**k that. why bother? they wont be the one if its not you they seek. so ive always just been me. and i know sometimes im hard to take. but that's the biggest deal breaker of all.

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