I am out but i dont think people grasp i

I realised i was in about year 8 or around that time, but i stiill liked girls more, but i was attracted to this guy for around 2 years straight, then i finally came to belive that i was either gay or bi. but i decided to be due to the fact i liked some girls, though i don't find girl attrative in a sexual way, but i do find guys like that, i've heard all differnet sotries namely some are the same as me so i can share my sory with them, but how i came out was with myspace i said on my myspace that i was bi and loads of people found out , but i only did that when i was 16 and came to terms with it and all, and i makde sure i had left school, seeing i would be killed by loads if they found out. But my brother found out a diff way, bit hard of a way to find out, i guess you all know what i mean ,but i wasnt doing what you may be think i was doing... but anyway... it came up in a convo my bf phoned my, now my ex and good ridance, and my mum said is that your gf, and my bro went he's gay and then started saying stuff to her, but he knew more because i was in gay chat rooms and bi, on paltalk etc, and he saw and then my mum found out that way but i stayed in my room now where ok i talk and act myself around them again, but i'm unsure about my dad if he knows, but to be honest i think my brother and dad are bi ... but thats something differnet... well so far my mates know but the rest of my family don't,,, but my mum still thinks that im not gay or bi, she thinks im straight cos she keps saying astuff if i look at a girl she says something like i like them or something, well thats it i wrote too much so far XD

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