My realisation

I suppose i was about 12 or 13 when i first realised that i was in love with guys, i mean i had had girl friends in the past, like all kids do but this was idfferent, i actually found guys sexually attractive, but didn't quite know what to do or say, so i kept it quiet for many years. I eventually told my friends in year 11, so i was about 16 years old. They took it very well, but i suffered alot of abuse at school from the idiots that didn't understand. I orignally came out as bi-sexual, but all along really knew i was gay. I'm now in year 13, thats age 18, and i'm proud to be gay. I told my family a couple of months ago, and that was a huge relief, they all took it very well, i thought my parents would kill me, but i write them a nice long letter explaining how i felt, and how i had been feeling from quite a young age. They took it extremely well, considering their reaction to homosexuals on the tele. 
 
My advice is never to worry about what people think, especially your family. They may seem quite homophobic, like mine, but once they have a child who is gay or bisexual, their view changes, and i know how difficult it was to tell them, but trust me, i feel so much better now, and i can act myself around them. 
 
I'm planning to bring home my boy friend soon, to meet my parents and my brother, hope it goes well! lol, anyway, i have kinda rambled.  
 
Cyaz 
 
Andy 
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