Hmmm...

Im 15 and still have not come to terms with my sexuality. i told all my friends last summer that i was bisexual. i knew deep down that i wasn't bisexual, i knew i was gay. but i never told them that (or anybody for that matter)! so after a while i started to hear it back from other ppl. i denied it of coarse, (have to keep ur reputation) so this year i told them that i was just confused at the time, and told them that i was straight. i act straight, and when i told them i was bisexual they were kinda shocked. i fancied this one lad since i was about 13, he is one of my close friends now, and when i told him about me been bisexual he replied "cool, whats it like" i was shocked, i thought he wud never speak to me again. then the hard part came. i fancy u i sed... he looked at me strangely and said, sure what can ya do!! i e-mail'd him that night and asked him did he mind and could we still be as close friends as we were. long story short, we're still best friends, and hes the only one who knows im gay. i love who i am. im gay, and thats it. and once i decide to tell everyone, i no, i'll be happier than ever. xxxxx p.s id love a boyfriend, so anyone wants to chat-look me up!! xxxxx

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