im attracted to women! i love children, one day, i want to be married.. BUT at the moment, i see myself being attracted to guys.. and i know i still like women, but this is difficult, because i was told by people in school, many people -- i was gay, and then i denied it, constantly because i knew what i wanted in life.. so after years of saying im not, and now im attracted to both sexes, im very confused.. 
 
i cannot tell people im bi-sexual because i want the easy way out.. i want a wife, i want kids, telling people i have experienced same sex involvment, in my mind, ruins all.. which i shouldnt think that way, but its hard not too.. everyone i know is homophobic, and it get worse that i only just realised my curiousity after everyones else, once they finally believe me, i realise! it\'s rediculous. 
 
everyone i know, does not like gay people.. and the people that don\'t care if your gay or not, will give me the \'\'i knew it speech\'\' from 6 years ago, even thought now they think im completely straight.. 
 
i hope this all makes sense to u all!

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