Well, what i can say is you chose the wrong time to disclose your sexual orientation. As you have already stated, you have no job, no money , no nothing to keep yourself alive, you're still dependent on your family/parents' support. I will be going to an English University in just a few months' time and that\'ll cost a fortune to my parents and needless to say, i can\'t even pay a hundredth of the tuition fee if my father's not going to pay for me. Learn the virtue of patience, my dear. It might sound mean to you but since this society/your family is going to be so cruel to your sexual orientation, why shouldn't we do the same too? My father's found the porn that i saved in the computer and i did exactly what you chose to do, i decided to live in a lie-a lie that will make my father think'' oh, he's going to correct himself and after all, he's just confused at that young age. It's hard but sometimes a few homo-tolerant friends will be of great help.

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