I wish I had a mother like this, I mean my mother doesnt know who I really am, I can't tell anyone. Its just too much, I've stuck through everything, sadness, being bullied and tormented, feeling suicidal, feeling unloved, its like a totally different world out there for us gay people. I hope some day we're treated just the same as heterosexuals. Being an only child I'm lucky I dont have brothers or sisters to disown me. My dad never did anything, I dont really know him. He does drugs and a lot of illegal activities, and its just hard to live life day after day knowing how the world can't accept people like me. I'm just your average kid on the block that just has feelings for guys. And living in Florida, I have to watch out for myself, cause organizatsions like the KKK(yes there are still some of them left) could be looking in my window. Its really scary to live like this, but I want to be who I am without knowing I'm watched and looked at every millisecond of the day. Living in a small Suburban Tampa municipality run by Scientologists doesnt help either...... I wish I had a family that cared that I was happy, not because I would be straight, or would be married. I hope some day that people will be treating gays, lesbians, and transgender people equally.

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